What should i do right now?
i cant take the reality truth..
everything has been change,even my relationship with him too .
Cold..Ignore..or whatever so called..
Been hurt & Done nothing about it.. Hais.
What about friends?
there's no friends i can trust now..
Trust them then betray...
Betray then spread rumors about me...
Losing Confidence on them & Trust.
i dun mean it .. i just been to negative after the situation which ms lim & mrs ng found out..
i learn it from there.. i fear of been hurt.
Fear of been hurt and done silly things.
Why?how can i do that? i asked myself those question ..
True Friends will only a few stand by me.
i really cant accept the reality .
People ask me to face it but it's too hurt for me.. :(
Everyday have to wear a mask which carried a fake smile.
at home have to take out..Have to say is PAINFUL.
i dun wan to carried a fake smile and laugh anymore..
i just want to be happy ..
cant i ?