FREAKKKKK . ! . today got time tuh post yea .
anyways , ytd is a fuck day lurhs (!). Mother and father ignore me lehs , due to something .
Want ask come and ask me in msn barhs . today is quite a boring day ...
Thanks for the greentea Yantian twinneh ! x3.




i miss you alots , when are u going to stop the coldness which u treat me in real life? .
everything in my life is 90% gone . if you're going tuh leave me like that 100% in my life will gone forever,



I WONDER WHY SHOULD I BORN ?

i wish i've nvr born before,
Why does my life full of pain and sadness ?
whywhy ? . cant i be happy for just 1 year?
if im going to repeat in the school ,
i rather go die right now ,
but because of my teachers and my friends encouragement
i decided to workhard for my studies.
but yet my family not encouraging me but to say me im going to repeat and wear the same smelly uniform . ):
Right now , i think that friends are more important .
And lastly , YUFENG oso important to me , super.
i really hate my life alots. can i go die ?
can i commit sucide ?
i really think that there's a car which can bang me .
i really thinking alots of negative things.
i think that how i wish a car come and bang me or i've illness like cancer all that.
i really think that ..
but becos whenever i think that,
i think of my frens too , now my frens 1 by 1 leave me ,
it really hurts alot ...
and my relationship wif him is cold in real life,
it hurts me too ,
i feel like ending my life,
ending my life=no more HQ & HJ ler . ):


i wish they are born..now..