Hais. why cant my wish come true uh? LOL :/ .
It seems that i told you before or maybe ask??? .
It does not concern about future but now .
Hmmmmm , it can be done or it cannot be done too ,
its up to you luh . :/ , i dont want to force you to do things you hate/dont like it.
Well .. if you dont know what i mean then nvm bah.
Sigh .
I can be with you at my "dream land" , but why i cant be with you on real life? :/
it seems that dream land is much more sweeter than real life ,
not i say you're not sweet but its MUCH MORE okay.
you v.sweet le luh . dont worry :) .
maybe i should stay in that land forever? :/ .
Why am i so sad sia , should be happy for you that you've in sec sch :| .
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i really dunwan you to go sec sch ); , i want your concern . i need it.
it seems that after you go sec sch , nobody cares for me anymore .
today i told elaine mummy that i never eat when it's recess ,
since day 1 of the school , if you still in pri sch ,
you confirm will nag and nag me to eat ?
but now you're not ): .
even some of my friends say ,
"Jiaxing , why you look so sad sia?"
i wanted to tell them that because im not with you.
i have no freedom and no phone.
why does god want to punsh me in this way? ): .
it makes me more painful & hurt.
everyday at bed cry non stop , at least 3-4 times per day.
even at school i wanted to cry too ); ,
its hard to live without you .
now i know my love for you is like so damn fcking deep.
i now then know without you , i dont know how to move on
i need your concern & love.
): .
whr's your care ? whr's your love? ):
is it gone ? :(