Rain drops is falling , so is my tears.

im so useless . :> , yup . maybe i am .

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i really feel so hurt , i cant believe i live this world for 13 years , full of tears & pains.what if one day i really lose you , i cant imagine that alright , its like losing you equal losing my life. i really want to know the answer , why are you avoiding me so much , do you that is painful for me , maybe is not painful for you but its fucking hell painful for me hor , :( . why do i have to shed my tears for u almost every single night ? its because i love you , i gave you my whole heart , i trust you , im faithful to you . but once again , were like before , cold wars agn . can stop marhs? i really cant tahan already lor ! i feel like dying , i feel like going back where u and me belongs . i really want to talk to you , i really want to meet you T.T . Hais , am i being a irritating person to you ? or a annoying person , if i am , tell me. i will change for you only . i know my attitude sucks hell lots but people change some day , just like you . you used to be cold towards me between end year of p5 & starting year of p6 , but aft that , u changed . you changed to someone whom every girls wanted , a perfect boyfriend. yup , and so , u should know i really love you alots kays -.- , people can see it so are you . hm yaa , i really can say i want to be your one and only , the first & the last and i want you to be my first & the last too . :} . stop having cold wars le luh , dont you tired of it ? ): , im tired and i dun want to suffering a super painful love life. its time we both should try to maintain this relationship . ♥
110708 , 070909 . im here for you , always. x3