Torn Apart .

*old pic yea. :)*

I feel like crying out suddenly :( . okay , alright , stop those nonsense . asssss , should i go JP tmr anot ?! , :@ . im so confused ! , Heard Zarni kor say he going Jp with Joseph they all leh :O , then kor ask me go >: , i want but people might find me extra mah then later he maybe dont like how ? then i might as well ps at there -.- . if i go , maybe im the one and only zharbor , D: and then i really hate rotting @ home and i dont know where to rot/chiong leh ! >: . Im just so-a pathetic bitch , dude. i wish naoz is 2009 >: , i hate 2010 , serious. today i receive a bad news which really leads me can cry like a fucking dog . -.- , My science teacher want me to drop to foundation science eh , i was like .. "tmd , i thought you want me to stay at standard !" , -.- in the end , i went to so called "complain" to my form teacher , and she agreed to help me talk to Mrs Tan . about a few mins , my phone ring . :) , and guess what (?) , Mrs Tan say might dont need to take already but need to meet parents , -.- . hope dont talk anything bad about me :D , but Mrs Tan say my attitude in class very good leh ! *winkwink* , not like that fuckingnabeicbkpkb Mr Tseng , keep saying my attitude sucks , ah see , next time ah ! Mrs Tan tell you my attitude very good ah , you confirm tio heart attack :) , i wish you get Heart Attack *grins* . damn you asshole :> . (to those who loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Mr Tseng , sorry if i said that :D.) , okay alright , i dunno why suddenly im having headache and stomach pain , once again . i think my health is not PINK anymore. >: , maybe due to stress eh . :@ . Okay , Just randomly type out . :) , Just naoz , went imm with family :p , ate Japanese food , Not bad . :D and went to bossini bought 2 tees , just $20 nia , mad cheap and nice 2 :> :> , and then bused back home :D . im just so randommmmmm today . mind me and i really dont know what im typing . -.- , hmph . i really miss him alots :( . T.T , i hope he can realize how much i need him , love him , care for him and miss him . :x . Call me silly or lame also can , because i will never evar change my love for himmmm :) . OHYA , suddenly got someone ask me not to join dunearn leh , :( . But i think i'll be joining with Tiara & Adeline . ^^ . My both sweeties :-* , damn mad kwet la both of them . okay , should go sleep naoz . nightnight . :>


(im confused , should i go rot at JP tmr?)