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I GIVE UP . SERIOUSLY .
我认输了。我放弃了。累了。


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Hais, i really dont want to lose him at ALL .
He still thinking want break anot , Hais.
Such a sweet and caring guy like him ,
I hurt him so much . I felt that , im so unfit to be with him .
Hais , Whitney told him that , if he really dont like me lerhs , Jiu break with me .
There's no use struggling in this relationship .
Maybe its true barhs , but ...
i cant forget him , i dont bear to leave him ): , im so cling-crazy with him .
Hais , why cant i be a gf which is same like others ,
The sweet and caring and understand him one ..
why cant i be those Gf , Why must i be the useless one ?
I realize my mistakes , i want to change to a better one ..
But since this relationship is so rocky , i cant prove to him that.
Hais , all i want is him , his love ,
Why cant god let me to spend time with him last year ,
Why must this year , when our relationship is on the rocks..
Everytime saw others couples behaving so sweet , my heart sour , i envy .
Last time were so sweet too , but naoz ? completely like strangers .
Maybe this time if you want to break , then ... i nothing to say .
i wont force you . I will respect your decision barhs?
... i love you . ♥ (LYF.) T.T

(i cant believe , i really cant live without him.)