Apr 18, 2010

My tears=running like a tap.


Want fight is it? -.-


Act innocent face -_-


Fucking big lips you have , bro .


Stop giving me that fucking face. :>


What ? not happy ah? LOL !


He just trying to smile like a fucking pig , but i guess .. he FAILED. :D


i wish my son will look like this next time , my fucking cute brother. this is the nicest pic , eva.


(found some bro pic @ my PC . Damn ugly , some cute , so shuai , some so.. LOL)


My bitch . :>

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Booyah , Naoz is 202 am , its like , i cant sleep at all . Just keep thinking about him , Mind is full of his image , smile and memories with him . hope .. my relationship with him will be better soon . :( .

well back to posting about yesterday which is 170410 .
Firstly , happy birthday to Moon Jenn , which is my aunt. :) , Stay healthy and hope everything goes well every year. :) . Went for dance , cant focus , cant concentrate , was confused & everything screw up . Sorry dance mates , really very sorry . i just cant back to the old Jiaxing anymore. Hais. then practice practice and practice , finally , improved abit. :) . Then suddenly the 3 lil pigs come back :> , Bullied them . Ohyah ! go girls & Sharil and one more guy . its fun ttm :> , So Shamin threw the Bubbletea Pearls on them. Nice one , girl . :) . So they reported to the Police lah . LOL . Then Police came -.- , Everybody was laolan the Police , so as me. Its not because our we are laolan but the Police -.- . So talk & settle , in the end lehs? they lose to us , aha ! 3 lil pigs , LOSERRRRRRRR :> . so Sichen and I dance finish then go home :> . Ltr on mum say Sichen and me cant work -.- , so nvm lah , go play netball ltr on . never wore shoe and play like fucking fun only ! :> . Jamie came and played monkey & digit "8" . Playplay , Sichen gave me a doll , look freaking scary ._. , so went to put @ Mark's hat and deesiao those boys. but plan failed , badly . Play with the doll and Jason turned its head 360 degrees. Funny only ! LOL . then went back home @ 6 . Rest then bath and damn shagz only so bomb @ bed. :> . Went home & Msn with Whitney Er ma(2nd Mum) . :> . okay buaix. just a lil msg to him >: . i guess he wont see my blog de lahh x.x .



Dear/hubby/baby/bi ,
everything change so suddenly , i cant accept the fact.
i wish the old you come back , really.
ahya , no matter what i say , u wont change de am i right?
i just trying to adapt the new you .
i trying veryveryvery hard to make time for you ,
to be a good gf ,
i know nowadays im abit sensitive and too emotional and bad tempered ,
just to say is im sorry , because i love you , deeply .
nobody knows how much i love you , how much deep is my love for you ,
only me, myself know.
i dont know how to express , seriously. and you too am i right?
i know i have been not making time for you last year ,
this year , i just trying to make time for you ,
but you are so busy with your studies and basketball ,
you said when you free , you will meet me ?
but in the end , whenever u free , u just go play basketball ,
never jio me go out one lor... nvm ,
i saw you @ sqss basketball court ,
i really feel like hugging you :( , but i know if i do that , maybe you're ashamed (?) ,
Tears really almost coming out from my eye , but i controlled because i dun wanna make papa they all worried about me , and my friend too , im trying very hard .. ,
you know what , im naoz trying to get your attention , but i just failed .. ,
how i wish .... you can notice me :( , i even think of death , hais ,
i know i have been a useless girlfriend ,
nonetheless , a bad one.
perhaps , i really dont fit to be yours ... ,
people said , "dun be a fool , you think you 2 can last until you 2 married?" ,
my answer is "i believe we can , if we try." ,
yah , i know im still young , but i just dunno why i want you to be my future ,
you get what i mean ? ,
your love , your sweetness , your faithful-ness and your caring-ness , i love it alot cans?,
you long time never treat me that sweet as last year anymore ,
i really miss your hugs,kisses and those time you hold my hand.
if i can , i want to cuddle you x.x , hais.
i wish , i can gaze stars with you , stay with you for the whole day and stay same apartment with you ,
everything i wish , i just want to make it true ,
yes , it can be granted , but im not making the effort to make it true .
and , even with me , it cant be grant too because i need you to grant it too .
i really hope , this relationship , will be once strong again .
i really need you and i really love you lah lim yufeng !!!!! x.x

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