grow up , !

Sorry mummy .. make you cry ):

hais .. it seems that .. im getting useless and useless ..
hm , people .. ask me to cheerup and blahblah .. let me tell you this ..
im no longer that happy and crazy anymore.
since .. he dunwan me lerhs.. what else can i say? forget him ?
ya , its true and its the fact i must forget him .
but you know its hard ma. 18 months leh? hello?! .
maybe .. take this time to heal us fast . as what elaine mummy said.
i dont know the future , maybe one day he will come back to me?
maybe not , if not . he is not meant to be mine.
well .. its time to grow up , jiaxing.
its time to be a big girl . - 13 yrs old liao leh.
not meimei le ok . even that chinese teacher(mr tseng) call me 学姐 -.- .
hais. so , yufeng uh yufeng .. although i still love & miss you , :x ..
im trying v.hard to get over you , we cant patch le right.. ): ...
hais.. nvm , then lets be friend? :/

[edited] ,
hmm .. i wont delete our blog barhs..
cuz ...............
not elaborating here. :} . just ask me if u are curious >: .
just cant forget about you , you're still in my deep mind.
still loving you in my deep heart D:
its like .. whenever i reading our blog , i teared hard.
whenever i reading my ex post .. i teared hard too .
i miss those time . really . those time calling you dar , dear and bibi ..
hais.. those time when you hug me................
now.. no longer you would do that anymore.. >:
whenever i miss you , think about you , write about you
my tears will flow down .
yufeng .. does it really dont have a chance le marhs? ):