还是爱着你 ）：

somehow .. im not important to you anymore .. no longer yours..
mummy ask you want patch marhs.. you said no ..
zar kor told me and i jitao kup down fone , run to toilet and cry .
its like so painful can? .. you wont understand my feelings derhs..
maybe you like someone lerhs.. or donno wat..
hais... i really hope can patch back but ...
nvm .. hope you will find your own happiness.
放不下你，而伤到我自己。
cant forget , cant move on . ): .
although i still love you .. but you dun lerhs..
all i can do now is , cry & wait for you ;( ..
well ..... i dun mind waiting for you until i die..
hais.. done some silly things x.x , hope whitney & elaine dun kill me barhs..
but .. soon it will became addiction :X . nvm .
life to me .. is so meaningless now..
all i want now is to go die x.x . HAIS.
is it v.hard to patch back , ?
i really hope one day you can be mine backk ..
even if you read whitney blog .. you still wont change derhs !

[edited] .
you know i read our blog , i cried . now crying too ..
you know im suffering v.painful without you marhs.
home aldy got problem . studies also .
now relationship ..
no mood to eat & study .. hais.. dun wish to eat lerhs..
let me die barhs T-T . life is so meaningless now,without you. ):
LIM YUFENG !!!! I STILL LOVE YOU CANS.. );
I KNOW ITS MY FAULT THAT I NEVER TREASURE YOU T.T ,
I KNOW , EVERYTHING ALSO MY FAULT T.T .
GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE CAN? TO CHANGE MYSELF.
I REALLY REALLY CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU !!!!!!! ); .
I HOPE YOU SEE THIS SIA. I REALLY CANT MOVE ON ,
ITS PAINFUL , ITS HURTFUL .
I KNOW I V.USELESS , BUT JUST ONE MORE CHANCE CAN .. ): .........
somehow letting you go is equally is killing me ..
i really ...........................
want to go die.. hais..
if really die lerhs , pretend i never enter your life before ,
pretend i nvr hug,kiss & hold your hands before..
pretend that you have never a useless gf before..
pretend everything never happen before..
pretend ok ? .
hais...............
letting you go , just like .. cutting myself to death ): ..
hais. 5 cuts on hand , should i continue to cut ? );
& i saw (xxxxxxxxxxx) blog , hais.
she & xxxx v.sweet sia , i envy them that they can last >: .
its like , we used to be like that.. now? no longer >: .
i reallllly wantttttttttttttttttttttt you backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ; !