the truth is , i really cant live without you.

hais.. im single , ): ...
its like .. so painful without you .... i really really really really really cant forget you that easy.
i know you can forget me that easy but what about me ? you think v.easy ma?
you ask me to find a better guy as time goes by .. let me tell you ..
i dont want any guy anymore .. i just want you ); .... i rather stay single forever if you are not mine..... when you say you dont love me lerhs , i feel so super super super hurt you know !! i really cried like a fucking bitch can? you know i really so upset ma. you know i v.sad maaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW MARHS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????????????????????????????
ITS SO FREAKING HELL PAINFUL OKAY.
18 MONTHS with you ,
i love you more and more as time goes by .
how about you ? as time goes by , you have faded feelings to me ..........
i thought you say you will love me 1314 , forever and blahblahblah . ?????????
fake ? false ? lies ? . i dunno .. maybe love dont lastlong .....
but if you willing to give in or whatever things , we might last?
i dunno is it true marhs .. but .... all i hope now is PATCH .
i really cant forget you that easy , it might takes years or months.. or maybe forever.
i cant move on . its true. ): . i rather you treat me cold lorhs but we still together. ); .
i cant live without you ! its obvious to people that im really cant live without you.
shed so much tears for this relationship - worth it .
i hope you can be mine back ): , my eyes really swollen like... freaking hell .
& its painful . at night i hug your bear can cried you know .. kept telling myself this ,
why am i so useless that i cant even keep your love , protect our relationship .
and end up , we hurt each other & we break up .
you know i v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.hurt by you . !!!!!
in my whole life , i nvr so sad before. ): .
i just want you to be mine , but i know its impossible lerhs..
..........
yufeng , can we patch up marhs? ):