Bye, Love.

My decision is ..

Leave you all (?) .. Its for your all own good barhs.. hais.. i have been thinking alot .. i know you all care for me , love me alot , but .. i just dun afford to have you all as my friends yeah ? .. i think .. its better to have not me in you all life , only will bring you all trouble and burdens ... hais.. will type some message to ppl whom i love alots..

Firstly ,

YuFeng ,
My sweetest ex-bf, most caring and understand me the most.
Love this guy forever yarhs? :') .

You this dumb Pig .. ): , Really make my life difference alot . nao , you left. hais , since i really no chance lerhs.. i dunno what to say .. there's thousand and millions of things i wanted to tell you how much i love you , but i guess , i cant anymore i guess so ?.. if nao .. i can prove that i will be a better gf .. that will be good lorhs , but i guess . i have no chance anymore? . but .. maybe you are living happily without me. hais.. i really .. need you .. but i guess that u dont need a useless girl like me . Im once your girlfriend/laopo , but nao not. but .. in my heart , im treating you more than a friend. hais.. what could i say is .. nothing to you anymore. in your eyes , im just a pest which you want to get rid asap. hais.. if like this .. how i wish , i really can disappear not just for you , but for everybody. i really wonder , will you still sad for me if one day im dead , and seeing me @ Funeral , my body lying inside the coffin .. ? . in my heart , you are the first. always. people ask me to find a better guy which is better than u 1000000x , my ans is "i dunwan larhs" . but i did not tell them why . i dun wish to say here too , but personally tell you . i miss the OLD US . if i can rewind back everything , i will cherish and treasure you . >: . but i have no chance lerhs , all i could say is , thanks for everything . you really make my life more happier , more brighter. if it wasn't you , i really wont be that happy. thanks for everything , YuFeng. 这辈子，我不会忘记我们的日子，我会永远记得在我的心和在我的脑海里。 i wont forget you , neither i wont forget the memories we had. all i could say is , i love you.

MiaoLing , BEST SISTA/GREAT LISTENER .

Sista , i know you have been worry for me , worried me for cant handling this kind of things ..
but i guess , i should grow independent nao , i hope , you will find someone who can takecare you . and find a mei who is better than me. Somewhere over the rainbow , there's someone who is better than me alright. i want you to be happy w/o me. i guess , you are the one of the among best sister i had. i will never forget you , as what u said , you adore me as mei so as me i adore you as jieh . you are always in my heart , my mind. nobody can replaced you alright? , i know making this kind of decision really can make you .. hurt . but , its for everybody own good. i really v.appreciate to have you all in my life. Dearest Miaoling , my advice is , dont ever trust someone too deep , unless you really know that person . You are the Strongest girl i had ever seen , so as keekee , my kukumeih . you both really damn mature haobuhao . :') . Me luv you all forever , .

KeeKee, KukuMeih .

you this kukumeih , must cheerup alright. Jiejie will be here for you @ your heart , although not body lah. ): . but , kukujieh will always rmb you de haobuhao . kukujieh will support you always , remember that alright. i love you horhs , nobody can replaced you also. You are also my greatest mei evar , Whatever you say , always the mature thinking . and i love it , and cut down your vuglarities alright. :x . Me luv you always :-) . I know making this kind of decision will hurt you , but girl , dont tear for me. Somehow , you will find someone who is better than kukujieh derhs alright. luvyah forever. Advice : Never love someone so deep , until you cant get out . Know him more before you 2 are together . (:

BaoHui , This funny sista evar !

a very long friendship with this sista already , since primary 4. Still remember me anot , near the backgate there , you go accidentally go turn it upside down your greentea and it everything pour out and my lovely bun kena throw because you bang me ? i think so lah , then i act as if the bun dead then i even so called send the bun to the dustbin and say "my kelian de bun" . LOLS , another one is when @ parade square with YuFeng,Weide and You and dunno who larhs , then Weide run run run , then YuFeng said to him that his bun gone , then Weide was like so shocked , and we both laugh until so hard . haha , i still remember P4 times okay ! Esp with Baohui , Weide , Eugene , Jocelynn , YuFeng , Clemence , Nicole & Karyee. Esp the Chinatown , which some idiotics like clemence go scare us , Haha. Or the Red shoe thingy thingy which YuFeng said. I wont ever forget those memories @ p4 , p5 & lastly P6 . Rmb 6D ?? , the most funniest class. everytime make Miss Lim angry . :D . Hahaha , And grad party too . Well , those time , really make two of us bond more stronger , yet nao , im leaving you . Hais , i did not mean or purposely to leave you derhs , but .. anyway lah , i hope you will remember me always as your sister. (: . Im here for you , in ur heart. although body not with you all lerhs , but .. i guess , its for your own good too barhs? me always luv you derh alright. hope you will be happy always. me luv yah forever alright.

MARK , ZARNI & WEISIANG
(Mark , daddy. Zarni , Best kor & Weisiang , Best kor too :) . )

I guess you 3 really can know me the best lehhhhhh , :( . Leaving you 3 really pain my heart , esp Zarni . this guy ah , siao de , dunno whats wrong with him . If you really love her , then go for it barhs , dont drag the time , catch your time and go woo her larhs. (: . You this dumbo , Must be happy always , dont emo lerhs. Your Super best mei , will always here pei you in your heart , but not body larhs . Me will always Remember you this korkor , the best korkor ever. Number 1 alright? . I will miss you & love you always derhs. As For Mark , The Best papa evar , (Y) . Also very funny ah you , can make me smile derh. With Zarni Monkeys also. You must also be happy alright .. ahya.. i nothing to say but .. BE HAPPY (:. Me as your nuer will miss you and rmb you always , lastly , love you . (: . As For Weisiang kor , You also , gave me alots of advice when im sad , nao , im leaving , you told me alots of things like keekee . well .. i think it really make sense of it , but im still leaving . so .. i wish you will be happy forever :D . i really want to see you all happy w/o me. well . will rmb you 3 always derhs. miss yah .

Elaine Mummy . The best Mama Evar (Y) .

mama , thanks for being there for me when im upset . you really help YuFeng & Me last time so much , even help us bought couple rings. Hais, its just a past . You told me alots of advice , i listen it . but nao , you ask me not to leave you , i cant do it but to say is "i need to leave you" . You said , if i leave means i dont want you lerhs , what can i say is , i always need you all , want you all . but this something happen to me .. which i need to escape from the facts and reality @ first. not all because of him , but problem lies on me . i just really need some time to make me think , Somehow you really hold a place in my heart , which i really cant live w/o you . whenever i have problems , i will run to you if not MiaoLing . Seriously , this time i cant adapt the life im having. and what so ever , im always here in your heart . i will remember always i have the good mama , who really can make me crazy/smile all times. i hearts you more . (L) . iloveyou forever alright. Will miss you derhs .


Jamie ; Bytchh .

Stupid bitch , you must cheerup alright . dont tear for him anymore. dont believe his lies again . what i can say is .. never trust a guy sweet talk . Hais. i wish you the best barhs , i got alots of things said to you but i dont know how to elaborate here . i will miss you always & love you always. My best sista/bytch .

Others ..

Hey friends/sistas/brothers.
leaving you all really can pain my heart, i dont want to leave you all but , i cant adapt the life im facing. oh well , i really will miss you all derhs. (: . love yah ok .


Hais , im not going to commit sucide and all that -.- , i just.. dunwan to contact you all anymore.
Bye ,