Somehow , you already move on ? and forgot me lerhs?
i guess , im so emotional nowadays , cried like a dog in a way . T.T . he does not understand how much i love him ? , he really dont understand siahs. what i do for him , its for his own good. why should i love him so much ? my answer is , idk . i make him as my everything , put him first in my heart and i guess , i love him more than my parents. i know you all are going to say im so stupid and silly , but who cares.. hais. i told Miao and Zar they all that i will move on , but i cant and i cant make it , its really too painful . i cant face the facts and running away from the reality . Truthfully , i never ever felt that sad before . i never had someone who i love very deep ehs? . if he is still with me , i might be smiling & Happy . i did not ask much from him .. i only want his love and thats all . im contended what i have from him . i dun expects much . >: . hais , i ever heard that , "if that guy dun appreciate what he have , he will regret one day" . i wonder , will you regret for leaving me? , i wonder will you come back to me anot? , i wonder those words you said to me got pain your heart anot? . Full of question is in my mind , is all about you . but how nao? , cry for you agn and agn? . and , when im with you , we meet less. when we are seperated we meet more , ytd , i saw u @ shuqun , i did not know you will come -.- , i saw you @ mac and i did not know you was there and @ 262 , i saw you @ thr too , its all i dunno you was there ok ? i did not purposely go there derhs horhs. -.- . its like , my heart already magnet wif your heart lerhs. , seriously , i dunno i cant live without you ._. , now , what should i do ? . hais. >: .
i will be here for you , be there for you , waiting for you to come back . ): .
Maybe .. Just maybe .. you got others girls you like lerhs .. or even stead lerhs.. , Hais..
if you really got new gf , then i wish you 2 lastlong barhs.. i know i am a useless ex-gf of yours , a ex which cant make you happy but suffered , and keep hurting you non stop . i failed my duty alright? . since if you really(MAYBE) larhs you have a gf , i wish she can make you happy barhs? .. she will replaced me and make you happy , make your life brighten . not like me.. hais.
but then i really hope you dun have a gf ._.
i only know that you are the one who can make me smile , the one who can make me happy , the one who can make me laugh , the one who is the sweetest guy to me , the one who care for me the most , more than my parents , the one who ask me to drink more water , the one who nag and nag non stop like my grandma , the one who only can brighten my days.. without Fail . ♥ . i said , i once said , i will die for him , and yes . i will . (: . i know im silly :x , but i dun care anyway.. D: .
Boy , im here waiting for you , i will be there if you need me :) , since you own my heart , you have the permission to break it. :D . its okay if you hurt me , i just want you to be happy. :)
Yesterday
Went to slack with Miao :> . Had talks. she is a great listener . went to slack and homed. :D . k , i love Miaoling hell lots. (insert manymany hearts)
i guess , im so emotional nowadays , cried like a dog in a way . T.T . he does not understand how much i love him ? , he really dont understand siahs. what i do for him , its for his own good. why should i love him so much ? my answer is , idk . i make him as my everything , put him first in my heart and i guess , i love him more than my parents. i know you all are going to say im so stupid and silly , but who cares.. hais. i told Miao and Zar they all that i will move on , but i cant and i cant make it , its really too painful . i cant face the facts and running away from the reality . Truthfully , i never ever felt that sad before . i never had someone who i love very deep ehs? . if he is still with me , i might be smiling & Happy . i did not ask much from him .. i only want his love and thats all . im contended what i have from him . i dun expects much . >: . hais , i ever heard that , "if that guy dun appreciate what he have , he will regret one day" . i wonder , will you regret for leaving me? , i wonder will you come back to me anot? , i wonder those words you said to me got pain your heart anot? . Full of question is in my mind , is all about you . but how nao? , cry for you agn and agn? . and , when im with you , we meet less. when we are seperated we meet more , ytd , i saw u @ shuqun , i did not know you will come -.- , i saw you @ mac and i did not know you was there and @ 262 , i saw you @ thr too , its all i dunno you was there ok ? i did not purposely go there derhs horhs. -.- . its like , my heart already magnet wif your heart lerhs. , seriously , i dunno i cant live without you ._. , now , what should i do ? . hais. >: .
i will be here for you , be there for you , waiting for you to come back . ): .
Maybe .. Just maybe .. you got others girls you like lerhs .. or even stead lerhs.. , Hais..
if you really got new gf , then i wish you 2 lastlong barhs.. i know i am a useless ex-gf of yours , a ex which cant make you happy but suffered , and keep hurting you non stop . i failed my duty alright? . since if you really(MAYBE) larhs you have a gf , i wish she can make you happy barhs? .. she will replaced me and make you happy , make your life brighten . not like me.. hais.
i only know that you are the one who can make me smile , the one who can make me happy , the one who can make me laugh , the one who is the sweetest guy to me , the one who care for me the most , more than my parents , the one who ask me to drink more water , the one who nag and nag non stop like my grandma , the one who only can brighten my days.. without Fail . ♥ . i said , i once said , i will die for him , and yes . i will . (: . i know im silly :x , but i dun care anyway.. D: .
Boy , im here waiting for you , i will be there if you need me :) , since you own my heart , you have the permission to break it. :D . its okay if you hurt me , i just want you to be happy. :)
Yesterday
Went to slack with Miao :> . Had talks. she is a great listener . went to slack and homed. :D . k , i love Miaoling hell lots. (insert manymany hearts)
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