I wish i can be happy , forever. :[

Hellllllo readers , sorry for not posting eh , busy this few days . This week having dance pratice agn.
Tired ttm nowadays , somemore naoz is *tootootoot* , some people know only naz . Anyway me talk about today better as my memory not good anymore , but not worst than bryan , LOL . He thought today my birthday siaaaa :x , then at msn he say "happy birthday mei" , then i was like , WHATTTTT? . Okay nvm . thanks anw kor . :) , Okay lets talk about today ( repeated 2 times.)

31 March
Morning Sms-ed bi , then went to school :> , Kena almost late manxzc , Laughs , then saw Li Mei & Renise otw , sat tgt at hall and Mr Goh Act only , talk like he dm siol . laugh me ass off . then had free period , fun ttvm , But Mr Goh (Ah Boon) , Said got social studies project to do , nb puabye x.x , so damn sian only nia , some more last year do lerhs , last year more easy ! draw legend can liao , this year must draw the rides , design tickets and so on . chicken x.x , So yup , ms Ashyrua went for interview and so on , done my homework quietly , guai right , confirm la. LOL :\ , so bhb . Then Ms Ashryua gave back Proggress Report x.x , Maths - Grade C , English - C , Science - D And Chinese - B . Lan pei ! D: . Laugh , so had maths , do percentage ! Damn easy ttm haobuhao , its like standard maths - kns. :x . Lol, its the truth . anw , had recess , then thathuimin went to copy my hairstyle agn . like shit nia ! -'- , copydog . Nvm , this kind of people ah , not make of "original" of themself . xiasuey ttm . Hais , Anw ! if the Yuhualites saw this confirm spread one lorhs , nehmind . -.- , then that Pei Ying keep looking at me with a stupid eyes , -.- . i really hate Huimin and Peiying ttm haobuhao , its like their way of behavior let me so bueysong of them , and they always bully O.Jiahui de lorhs , Adeline also v.angry. sigh . ok stop crapping ! so went back for line-up and Mr Goh(ah boon) went to take us , At class nothing to do nia ! Sian only , so went to drawwww :D , Draw his name too . LOL . :x . Then help Adeline draw HER BOYFRIEND and HERSELF name. LOL zz . so after school , chiong back home and slept. LAUGH . Then went to meet Xiaowen And Cynthia . Miss them loadss , And then Saw Baohui , Omg ! Love her manxzc , still that chio D: , After some craps , Rissa & Whitney came . Soon , Went to shuqun basketball court then talk jiaowei :x , Then Played Volleyball , but i play as netball luhs , Had fun with Cynthia they all as i was wearing Hongkah uniform . LOL ! Then Mark papa say :"Never Retain liao ah?" , Me :Ya luh ! u dunno meh !" LOL . So funny , then saw him ^^ , Happpy nia. :D , LOL cant stop cursing , scolding huimin . LOL, then vent anger on ball x.x , then Rissa was saying im attention seeker , whatever lorrr , stupid ass. LOL . Then went to bbt shop . Bought My Mango Ice Blended :D , Shouted LiMei Name , then Clara , Limei And Renise Run and scream "AMANDAAAAA" . LOL , Laugh ttm . :X , Then was walking back home , Mark , Zarni And Bi was standing at there , then look @ them . then Mark say dunno what bi blahblah , then Bi say hello , then say dunno what ler , Forgotten aldy. then walk infront , then Mark And Zarni Deesiao only lor -.- , Walk behind. Zz. then When reached @ lift , Bi say byebye to me :D . Then went home and bath :D . Not having dinnner D: . Ok nehmind , i gonna stop here naoz , Bye guys , gonna blogshopping and Read my 'Criminal Intent , Real story from CHangi Prison" Laugh. its nice . :x , LOL . but wait , before i leave , anyone know where got sell headphone? im craving a headphone for my birthday.

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Fucker , i forgotten got netball test @ Mon . FML,FTW ! Why got Netball Test one? knn.
& Nowadays im weird , Im getting crazy , getting v.idiot ! And aft i had gotten crazy and idiot , i will emo . ftw are you doing Chia Jiaxing ! i sucks alot , and i really hate myself , i wish sometimes im dead.

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[sometimes , i really wish there's someone who can protect,care,love,faithful & good to me for life. not that saying bi not good okay , he's the best *hearts&kisses*]

Hug me tightly .

Candelette :D
So chio right ! :D


Hi ! :D , going dance practice later , so yup . should go prepared naoz. buaixzc , come back then post (: . & ,
Little Pest Who is my daily reader , please tag my blog . thxuvm

Down To Earth .

Hello Peoplee :> , I have break a record just naoz , i studied & Do hw for 4hrs and 30mins. :> , Find myself so hardworking la , first time eh !! Zomgz . Okay . Should start a proper post .

MOnday
Sch-ed > GMHSE > 244 > SQSS BBC > Backgate > Netball-ed > SQSS > HSH .
Tue
Pon Supp . haha . :x Because Nose bled and Face Pale , went home instead.
Wed
Sch-ed > 244 > SQSS BBC > 244 > HSH.
Went to Meet Anny aft school , went to find keekee ! walked to 244 there and then go sqss BBC , Saw Aira , Ain , Atiqah & Asyiqin ! Misssssses ex-yuhualites. :D , While saw Aira , Ran to her and not purposely step on mud . FML . -.- , throw away my shoe instead. sighsigh . What a careless of me . went to bbc , damn sian and emo nia . sigh .
Yesterday
Sch-ed > 244 > HSH.
Fun day eh ? , Went to School and Sichen Came ! *happyHappy* , Went to do the Fractured Story of Beauty and the Beast , Funnny nia . Played Marker ink with Candelette , Renise , Adeline & Me of course & Candelette said she have a big mole make by me :x , Laughoutmyassoff , Ya went for break , went to find Wacharat , damn dulan by his friends esp swee kiat , shouted @ them ya. like wtfuck , then Wacharat ask them to go away because i need to talk personally with him and they think wai ya? Wad a childish idiots this year p6 -.- . Help Adeline settled , Hope they patch nia luhs , Hais. Go back to class and played arnd and do maths , funfunfun ! Gossiped with Adeline & Clara about _____ ;x , sorrrrry . So auntie ah me , x.x . lOls , but seriously dont like her at all . Aft supp , Mother went to find Mrs Tan and Form teacher about dropping foundation science thing and Mrs Tan said i very fashionable,Good Attitude in class and daily hand in hws ;shy . not like that pcb mr tseng duck . :x , ok shuddup . went to find keekee & Anny & Caught in the rain and smore naoz flu liao , zzz , talktalk and dulan about someone with keekee yarhs. like damn pangseh nia. zz , act dua ahlian larhs , kns. Ate TomYam Cup Noodles ^^(Y) . Haha , send them home and bath and slept aft that. :D


Addicted to a song called Down to Earth & Common Denominator , Nice bodoh . (Y) .


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Movie Checklist ,
Alice in the wonderland (watched)
Being Human(watched)
Ju-on
Kidnapper
Remember Me
Rec 2(dunno can watch marhs , i think NC16)
Diary of Wimpy Kid

(i need to watch those i haven watch , im bored @ Home . duhh !)

Sista , Cheerup .

Baohui sistaaaaa/MickeyMouse ,
ya i know being single is hard , its painful . i know alright , but all i want is you to be happy . just like what whitney and zarni they all said , be happy . without him , still got us de alright . dun sad lerhs , but i understand why you sad larhs , just dun cry too much . later eye pain pain ! me as meimei also see liao v.heartpainn larhs . He might not treasure you , but one day he might realize that he's in the wrong for not treating you good enough as a boyfriend . What i want is my gans be happy , not to be hurt by boys like siaozb lor , i want to see BAOHUI having a bigbig smile on her face , which will go siao wif me . imy v.v.much okeh , cheerup luhs. dun sad lerhs ok , anything just call my house or msn me , although not active nowadays because of test . hm ya , just call me anytime. you know i care for you and love you de , whats more , i can tell you some advices as i "jing yan" before ;x , or can ask zarni korkor okays. Zarni , Whitney , Kee2 & Me and others will here for you .
Dun sad , because if you sad , he will find you weak ! show him the strong of you , dun tear for him first , let him regret .

im so worried about A.Baohui luh , call me soon . ): . Jiejie , cheeruppppp . D:

(WILL HAVE PROPER POST TMR .)

110708 . Hearstdiexzc

Hey guys , fyi , dont worry about me anymore , because im FINE already. (: , Morning 8+ wakeup and sms to bibi yea , cried and smiled in the end , can say naoz im very happy eh ! Tomorrow meeting bibi :-* , hope he dont train daniel until he forget me x.x . LOLS , just naoz went to youtube and watch some funny video . ok , its so damn funny . shall post the video on my next post yea. hm , yesterday went JP and all screw up -'- . Pcb , Pekcek like bloody siaozb at there. x.x , FUCK . Lols , then Zarni korkor went home with a sad face. hais , why you so over reacting ? (To J____) . Nehmind , then today had tuition , kana tio scolded like fuck -'- . whole day maths all the way , nabei chicken ._. , dont understand also , who can help me ? D: , then went to sleep and never sms with bibi lerhs :-( , damn tired and sick . x.x , having pain in my stomach , dont know what's wrong with me nowadays. x.x . Then sleep arnd 4hrs + . Okay now i need to blast something out which really make me super unhappy with it . -.- .
I guess wong wanting is my chocolate baby and also my best mei right , those fucktards and fucking bo brain de kia , ccb , you all stop writing her name and number at buses which consist of finding sex and all that , if you all really so damn fucking despo of sex , go geylang pls. My Mei is not a prositube mind you . stop those nonsense if not i will be "nicely" treat you . got anything come find me ok , my mei already suffered so much in school liao , better stop those fucking boliao silly action . if not happy with us , feel free come down and talk . :D

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omg , can you believe i haven done my chinese hw anot ! D: , nehmind. tmr will gang up with LiMei(x3) about it . Okehhh . should go chiong synthesis and find my chinese book . tmr morning @ 5 chiong my freaking chinese compo . omg fookyou -'- . must do compo meh ! >:

Torn Apart .

*old pic yea. :)*

I feel like crying out suddenly :( . okay , alright , stop those nonsense . asssss , should i go JP tmr anot ?! , :@ . im so confused ! , Heard Zarni kor say he going Jp with Joseph they all leh :O , then kor ask me go >: , i want but people might find me extra mah then later he maybe dont like how ? then i might as well ps at there -.- . if i go , maybe im the one and only zharbor , D: and then i really hate rotting @ home and i dont know where to rot/chiong leh ! >: . Im just so-a pathetic bitch , dude. i wish naoz is 2009 >: , i hate 2010 , serious. today i receive a bad news which really leads me can cry like a fucking dog . -.- , My science teacher want me to drop to foundation science eh , i was like .. "tmd , i thought you want me to stay at standard !" , -.- in the end , i went to so called "complain" to my form teacher , and she agreed to help me talk to Mrs Tan . about a few mins , my phone ring . :) , and guess what (?) , Mrs Tan say might dont need to take already but need to meet parents , -.- . hope dont talk anything bad about me :D , but Mrs Tan say my attitude in class very good leh ! *winkwink* , not like that fuckingnabeicbkpkb Mr Tseng , keep saying my attitude sucks , ah see , next time ah ! Mrs Tan tell you my attitude very good ah , you confirm tio heart attack :) , i wish you get Heart Attack *grins* . damn you asshole :> . (to those who loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Mr Tseng , sorry if i said that :D.) , okay alright , i dunno why suddenly im having headache and stomach pain , once again . i think my health is not PINK anymore. >: , maybe due to stress eh . :@ . Okay , Just randomly type out . :) , Just naoz , went imm with family :p , ate Japanese food , Not bad . :D and went to bossini bought 2 tees , just $20 nia , mad cheap and nice 2 :> :> , and then bused back home :D . im just so randommmmmm today . mind me and i really dont know what im typing . -.- , hmph . i really miss him alots :( . T.T , i hope he can realize how much i need him , love him , care for him and miss him . :x . Call me silly or lame also can , because i will never evar change my love for himmmm :) . OHYA , suddenly got someone ask me not to join dunearn leh , :( . But i think i'll be joining with Tiara & Adeline . ^^ . My both sweeties :-* , damn mad kwet la both of them . okay , should go sleep naoz . nightnight . :>


(im confused , should i go rot at JP tmr?)

˙ ןoıs ǝɔıoɥɔ ɐ ǝʞɐɯ oʇ pɹɐɥ sʇı

Nowadays i cant eat much eh ? its like whenever i eat i have no 胃口 and then if i force myself to eat i will vomit everything out . x.x . Fine , my body is once again - mad. oh well , who cares. :D . and today never go JP lerhs , sho sian . D: and seriously i need to go out somewhere rot , it much better at home , home - not enough oxygen and outside-so much oxygen and carbon dioxide. teehees , i guess u dont know what i mean but :x .. okeh nvm . might go safra and rot tmr (; , dunno why my stomach so pain nowadays. >: . maybe got illness aldy :>


˙ ןoıs ǝɔıoɥɔ ɐ ǝʞɐɯ oʇ pɹɐɥ sʇı

Sick .

Having flu naoz eh . FTW. Aha , always luv my jiajia :> , who taught me what's FTW and FML means. oh well , maybe i should stop emo-ing and go find him instead of mumbling of shits , am i right people :> . okeh , i need tags , and its friendly tags horr . idc . :@ . Pictures on westmall will be upload soon , but DUE to wongwanting;choco baby change link and she did not tell me , FTW . AHAHA . Well , chatting with my kwetie keekee sista , she's so kwet lor . lol , maybe going movie with Miaoling , zar and some peepos @ GV ; JP . Looking forward eh . :D , and hope he come too :-) .


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WEEEEEEE , PHOTO AT WEST MALL IS HERE ;DDDDD.

SIGHSIGHSIGH >:

I REALLY MISS YOU , ALOT T.T .

i saw you today . i dont have the courage to talk to you x.x . im sorry eh . im just so useless .
all i want is you , your love and care and faith . its easy . i never know love someone is so hard . i feel so stress , so fuckup . whenever i close my eyes to sleep , memories with you flow into my mind . Your face , your smile make me happy eh . Esp those times at 244 , 246 , bukitbatok and manymore . although we never talk , sms or meet up but i swear i never stop loving you okay , if i lie i cross road will get bang by cars x.x and die painfully . ; whenever i see you , it makes me miss u more luh D; . My Mind , is all about you . i cant lose you ehs , if lose lerhs , dunno what to do with my life .
110708 , will lastlong & eternity for life am i right ? so does 070909 . those times smsing with you , you make me smile and laugh while saying those (ahem ahem) and blahsblahs . i wonder you still remember Hui's marhs? , i guess you know them barhs , or maybe not . aha, although they are not here yet , but i really miss them ehs :-* , can i say i siao barh . lol , i said you are my one and only , the first and last and its true ok , i hope u will make me be your one and only and the first and last too .. hais. all i wish for now is you to come back to me >: , (although we haven break) and i really want you to meet me eh , call my house if you want to meet me , i sure will go derhs , die die oso must go . and i really still love/care/miss you alot ok , teddie told me u dunno what happen then leg bleed ahs , o.o , i dunno its true marhs then he say u still can run :-# . was like damn worried that time okeh , cant concentrate on class too :-@ . next time must be careful when you play basketball or whatever things u do horhs . and i miss those times u nag at me and care for me . D; it seems after you graduate nobody care for me anymore , whenever i cry nobody there to comfort me lerhs , last time whenever i hungry or i never bring money down for recess , sometimes i ate ur food huh . now , you no longer at yuhua lerhs . no longer can see you at canteen , basketball court and lining up for food and lastly , your smile . i really long time never talk to you already and meet you lerhs i really need you la can , can can can ! , nobody cares le , now u also . >: . i really v.lonely at school can? although got friends but still , LONELY this word . yes , people say im no longer that cheerful maybe its true barhs. after that breakup , i really fear you'll leave me and somemore that 'nightmare' which really cause me cant sleep at all okehh . i really cant take it lerhs . x.x . i wish i can be a good girlfriend but not a bad one nor a selfish one . i wish i can stay beside you , spent days with you and alots of things . and i have alot alot of things want to tell you D; , alot alot of things want to do with you okeh , im waiting for you ;( . you'll always be my best boyfriend , hubby and bibi forever :-* . i love you ttvm okeh . and lastly , dun think negative/think too much barhs . (maybe i said that to myself too) and lastly , i love you 1314 okay . i wont have faded feelings for u derhs and u know how much i love you barhs . feel real down and real sad nowadays . all i want is LIM YUFENG . D; .
Need you , Need your care , Need your love too .
im waiting for you ehs . Phone my house whenever u want to meet me okeh .
IM WAITING HORHS. x.x

(Having gastric(spelling check) pain >: , wei tong >: ! )

(ASSHOLE , NOBODY TAG WO DE BLOG DE , MIGHT AS WELL CLOSE MY BLOG . ZZ.)

It's hurts alot when you throw me aside to be left alone.

HELLLLLLO GUYSSS . IM SO SORRRRRY EH . Everyday also late online then post worhs. ok shut it up . Today 10+ went out of house and chiong to school by father driving me :> . i thought its 10am but i was wrong . -.- , so i was so SHOCKKKKKKKKED that Wong Wan Ting wore Yhps Uniform leh . Oohmyyygod , so she went in with me ah then kana tio chased out by Mrs Tan ! Then Mrs Tan said : ''its a serious offence when you already graduate yet you are wearing ur primary school uniform go in" . LOL , okay it make me laugh whenever Mrs Tan talked like very serious lor :@ . So Chocolate baby went to MAC ah . Science supp ends @ 12 . When back home then went market then MAC . Saw Wenxin and a bitch halfway . :D , Miss Wenxin LORRR . HAHAH, then went to market for 2 times , zhao here zhao there x.x . knn luh -'- . wont elaborate what happen anyway . so went to westmall with Chocolate Baby , Ahnehneh Meizi , Yiling . Okay , Choco baby v.noisy ;x . Later on Jiaxin came and she went back home and never come back D: . And Choco Baby and me fall in loveeeeee with a Hello Kitty Fluffly Jacket . then nvm lor , went to westmall play street basketball & Took Neoprints. Ahha , went to interchange then took bus with Choco baby , bid goodbye . Bathed & Slept . Ok , dunwan to post already. NO MOOD. hm , byebye and WONGWANTING ! POST THE PICTURE LEHS. :>

To : J ,
So what i got bf , you jealous is it ah ? jealous me got boyfriend ah :> , And please make the facts clear , i did not steal anyone boyfriend before you asshole , and i did not snatch too . what makes you think that i snatch/steal ah , you also dont know me so well right , Zzz. so stop saying about me can ma , i know ur friend not happy with me , its her problem right . then u chup simi lanjiao man , knnbccb . i buey tahan u two la , step gangster , try abit more harder . you are just a eyesore to me . you got gang then so ? i dont care you think yourself pretty or great or think highly yourself , but to me , you are a eyesore , you are so irritating , you are a low class and low life person . well , try harder if you want to provoke me , you this asshole . you are NOTHING to me and thanks for the invitation to sparring with me @ Shuqun basketball court But i rejected ah , know why ? BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DIRTY MY HANDS ON A LOW CLASS PERSON. and i look down on you . ^^ . ohya , stop talking nonsense things behind my back . Watch your back . :>

I love you , will you believe me? >:

JESSSSSICA (insert manymany hearts.)
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Alright , today went to lot 1 with mum @ 15 march . went to comic connection and saw SNSD file , omg tomorrow gonna chiong to buy already , :D . and make a keychain for myself and bought a kwet lil soft toy. hehe , should start another my ahmah story , here goes! ,

HELLLO PPL , YOU KNOW YA , I CANT SLEEP - AT ALL . hm i just dont understand why , maybe im having imsonia or just afraid to sleep , oh well , and jialat liao lor , tmr got PSLE science supp with Mrs Tan , i must ATTEND in order to pass my science *winks* . Nowadays , i found myself so different than last year . last year , i was a freaking lazy bum which always slack arnd and spouting vuglarities out of my mouth and fyi , im not AHLIAN (: , just boastful , i think so. . teehee , i hate last year of me but i love myself this year of me , although i retain i find out that , why am i so useless and stupid ah last time ! i should study v.hard in order to get in same sec sch with him and my friends , all agree? yupyup . im strongly AGREEEEEEED . so i've decided to workhard ^^ to join in sec sch with others and him . ok , when i first step yuhua in 2010 , everybody stared and even teachers . they will shocked. serious , that time i really wanted to cry out -.- , but i told myself that , "hey , why cry ? its your time to change before its too late" . and please , amanda chia jiaxing , you're already 13 . A TEEEEEENAGER soon . stop crying because of little things already !!!!! i really want to join in sec sch life >: , but ya , time flies real fast FASTTT . so , all i have to do naoz is wait and study hard.
yup , Tiara and me will be aiming for dunearn SS express mark , erm fyi , foundation students does not mean cannot in express but the hope its a lil tweeny high but i know we can do it alright. even we cant get in express , NA la . then we wanted to be top FOUNDATION students in PSLE @ Yhps. mwhahaha , lets work tgt Tiaraa . i always love her :> , we work , we fight for our marks , we chat and we laugh tgt . ^^ . ok , there's always a competition with Dzul & Tiara between our main subjects which is Maths , Science & English . hmmm , i won Tiara & Dzul in English but Dzul & me lose Tiara in Maths :> . but nevermind , lets work hard kkkkkkkkays. haaaaa . love 6A2 kiddo ! :D . Thanks to Renise , Li Mei , Adeline , Si Chen , Wenxin , Cindy , Yiling , Li Min & blah , for accompany me in yhps . and , i found out that they wont look down on me yea? not like that muthubitchyattitudejealousybitchkanasailanjiaobin bitch which is (insert name) . :X . ok too much vuglarities , so sorry but i hate that girl alot . ahaha , ok now is 3.06am , should go sleep already laaaaa , later panda eye @.@ . and yay ! later meeting Jiaxin , Yiling , Meizi & Wanting @ Westmall . ^~^ . Miss them norhhhh . Omg , should sleep already. SO LATEEEEE . BEYBEYBEYEBYE ! .

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENNA JIEH , STAY CHIO NORHHS.

and...

I MISS YOU , YUFENG . T.T

Its complicated , but im still loving u .

i hug this bear every single night or whenever i took naps. *insertshearts* ^^

yeah , im so shagz naoz , real shagz .

To Him : if you seeing my blog , read my 6 post in this page .
i need YOU . T~T And kindly post our blog ? .. cans? please its dead aldy lehs. -.-
and , i read our last time post , i smiled and cried.
haha . :D . there's some picture i saved , will post tmr afternoon ^^ .
and yup . its 3.32 naoz , should go slp lerhs , ltr go panda eye o.o
and ltr bibi nag and kill me also @.@ . this year i slept so late de time. hehe.
nightnight . ^~^

Rain drops is falling , so is my tears.

im so useless . :> , yup . maybe i am .

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i really feel so hurt , i cant believe i live this world for 13 years , full of tears & pains.what if one day i really lose you , i cant imagine that alright , its like losing you equal losing my life. i really want to know the answer , why are you avoiding me so much , do you that is painful for me , maybe is not painful for you but its fucking hell painful for me hor , :( . why do i have to shed my tears for u almost every single night ? its because i love you , i gave you my whole heart , i trust you , im faithful to you . but once again , were like before , cold wars agn . can stop marhs? i really cant tahan already lor ! i feel like dying , i feel like going back where u and me belongs . i really want to talk to you , i really want to meet you T.T . Hais , am i being a irritating person to you ? or a annoying person , if i am , tell me. i will change for you only . i know my attitude sucks hell lots but people change some day , just like you . you used to be cold towards me between end year of p5 & starting year of p6 , but aft that , u changed . you changed to someone whom every girls wanted , a perfect boyfriend. yup , and so , u should know i really love you alots kays -.- , people can see it so are you . hm yaa , i really can say i want to be your one and only , the first & the last and i want you to be my first & the last too . :} . stop having cold wars le luh , dont you tired of it ? ): , im tired and i dun want to suffering a super painful love life. its time we both should try to maintain this relationship . ♥
110708 , 070909 . im here for you , always. x3

-.- . IM NOT FINE, YOU ASSHOLE.

Okay , whatever . im not in a good mood to go out with people and whatever shitty things. im stuffing myself with ice cream , cookies and sweets . i feel like eating until i die , i feel like torturing myself . maybe i should try without eating foods for 1 day ^^ . hais , i feel so depressed . i really need a person to h2h talk . :-( , and yup , im stress out . i have no intention to blog out for fun and getting sympathetic from you all ok , im just blogging out my feelings and i want to tell those people who 'friend' me because i retain or whatever shitty things , pls kindly fuck off naoz . i hate you all ttvm . and i hate this world too , why everybody is leaving me alone while im suffering ! , it is the time i should be independent by my own ? :-( , how i wish i can go back 2009 , where there is person to take care me , like whitney , baohui , jamie , bi , zarni & etc etc , i miss them alot . serious , how i wish they are still in primary sch talking to me , shouting at canteen , bang tables and eating their food for fun . i miss 2009 . fine , stop my emo post aldy . ZZZZZZ . nbcb .
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well , i want to go out leh , can people jio me ): . plSs . Contact me via MSN . thx .

BabyBaby , oh .

• GO 6A2 GIRLS (SOME GIRLS) ! For Dancing GEE by SNSD ! :D , JIAYOU! WORK TGT AS ONE ! (fyi , were dancing gee on teachers day , think so :D)
  

Firstly , today i pon school luhsxzc , High Fever . ^^ , i guess no one cares anyway . :-( . Thanks Shazlin for asking to me to get well soon & thanks to Li Mei & Si Chen for helping me to take homework , lastly , thanks to Clara for reading my supaaaaaaa early SMS and taking calls in the early morning at 6.15am . thanks alots people , thanks to those people who cares and comfort me when im downnnn ttm >: . ok Jiaxing , stop thanks aldy . end it . OK FINE , today went to temple and pray and then went to see my previous life owe wad and future and next life blahblah , ok la ! Accurate lehs , but far from here lo , at bedok somemore , -.- . So Started with father first yea , cuz Mother did'nt came so yup , only 2 of us . Then after talking finish about father lerhs , (omg , i cant believe my father was a girl previous life , and next life is can be human ! it will be a woman too .)
Then my turn luhs , so she said im a farm cow and its a biggggg field of grass then i am the cow who dont like to follow others instructions and a carefree person , well , i find it truee , HAHA ! . then hor , she say i have a "arrow" which can shootxzc people or me(related to me like relatives) , esp my health ! so must beware of my health lerhs !!! and also will cause to people bad luck , lol ! my father have a broom which sweep away his luck and everything . omg , so the person said must quickly get rid of that arrow by praying ^~^ , nvm la , then aft that got a dog which chinese people say is "tian gou " follow me while i was across the bridge(which people wanted to "tou tai " de bridge) , then i will have 5 children x.x , if nvr shoo away that dog , that dog will cause me to miscarriage , or born the baby then dead or dunno what la , just will kill the baby or somehow they say , "bite." ahem , so the person say i must 30 onwards then married , if not marriage will not good luh . omg so old siol , 30 lehs . x.x , then erm .. must be careful of my health and when walking must see traffic lights dun anyhow chiong , and esp when walking must see too coz this year will keep fall down D: , no wonder luhs ! nowadays keep fall down ): , then when got lighting and which consist of Fire or can cause fire must prevent , cuz it will hurt me or even can cause me lose my life . ok , then hor zodiac which is goat which clash my life forever , so my boyfriend or husband cannot be goat :> . and this year goat , snake & horse will clash me T.T . ok luh , then she say my previous life owe a lots of people plates then need to go oversea to have big business then come back singapore will rich la :> , see whether can rich anot ! , then she say previous im a woman , a housewife (: , surname is "zong" . erm if i still can be human for next life , my surname will be "chai"(in chinese) and a woman too .
ok i think that's all . then went back home on the way , saw limei they all , miss die them ^^ . k barhs , i think i update finish lerhs . buaixxxxxzc ^^ .
PS: i owe 4 million dollars from dunno wad god and 15 golden books from dunno wad god . o.o

/. i miss you !

11th's .

Happy Monthsary , laogong ? (: .
its 11th , ^~^ . lastlong yea . dont ever leave wo haobuhao ): , D: .
Well .. i wish you're here with me naoz , i wish you're free to come and meet me but ... i know you are busy , k nvm . concentrate on ur things k :) , dun care about my craps or me . :D . ok fine .
went for track and field and finally got last !! im sick of tired of 4th , 3rd , 2nd or 1st position . ^~^
k buaiz , i miss my laogong <3 . D:

I miss you , very much . ):

• i had a nightmare , which includes him . that nightmare is so .. horrible scary . i wish it does not come true , please god , i beg you T.T . after that nightmare , i cried non stop until my eyes was swollen .
  

Fine , i really miss you , aft having that nightmare .. i want to treasure you more , ): . when are you free? , long time never meet lerhs , i miss you until want to ke siao , going mad le. T.T .. You told Elaine you everyday also not free , hais . i guess .. express class really that busy barhs .. no time pei wo T.T , nvm barhs . Concentrate on your studies , dont care about me or this post .. just posting out for funnn . but then , i really miss you . i miss your "promise" :( . i want to treasure you more , i want to accompany you more , i want to be with you forever . Dont ever leave me alone cans? ):

March Holiday , Movie ? ANYONE ? :D

Phobia.

Ok fine , My wish naoz is want to see shooting stars & fireflies. hehe


BLEHS. :P . Oh ya , im going to pierce my 2nd hole & Helix later on at imm. (i think so)
i cut my fringe liao and i loving it .

Love isn't something that is handed to you in a box.It earned and is hard to let go,once you have a taste of it

Bytch & my hand . :)

This bytch so addicted to computer . !!! D:

Candid by bytch .

Xiaowen & Me :D , Candid too ! HEHE

B - Baohui :D i look so ugly and my lips is so damn dry :(

im so tall . hehe

bytchhhh ~

jiaobin ._.

Our head so big ahh . LOL

A- AMANDA :)

Before i start my ahmah story a short one , let me tell you all my ca1 marks barhs. :D
FINAL CA1 MARKS ,
English : 25/50(2nd highest) ; highest in class 26 (RENISE !!) :D
Chinese : 36/50 (DROP LIAOS.) ; Highest in class 45 (YA NAN !!) :D
Mathematics : 26/50(Paper 2 2nd highest) ; Highest in class 32 (TIARA!!) :D
Science:23.1/2(Lucky nvr drop to foundation) ; Highest in class 32 (TIARA AGN !!) :D
TOTAL : 110/200 .
Omg , i think my marks sucks esp science ! buckup jiaxing & today i fight my marks with mr tseng and i manage to get 36 lehs , actually is 34 one lor !!! ok shutup , continue my story .
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Well today went to westmall with Jamie;XiaoMist bytch . & Ltr on xiaowen came and walked around and do the painting kinda thing la .then went to mac and ate fries & Bytch & Me Fav , OREO MC FLURRY ~ walked back to westmall and pierce my 3rd hole . haha .
& bus back home & went to baohui house :D , missdieher . then gossip-ed & chatted alot . haha .
went back home arnd 6 , bathed & slept . did'nt ate dinner because today recess ate 2 bowls of rice leh . hiong seh. >:) . k la , then think alot and dream abt (insert his name) . mwhahas , sian la . then i was thinking when can i meet him marhs , long time never see him liao , miss die him ): . hais , k , my ear very pain naoz so buaix. thanks for reading/thanks for never read at all .
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/Media/Videos/LG-Originals/Top-10-Lists/10-Sluttiest-Girls-On-Maury-Povich
Omg . see that website , -.- . u will shocked like fucking hell & its real.
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Below is my foto , if u dun like me :D , kindly dun scroll down . :D . tyvm !
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hahahas .. his bear.. :)

Replace-d? :O

Firstly , CA MARKS .
English : 25/50 (2nd Highest in class :P )
Maths : 17/25(paper 1) ; Paper 2 : (unknownxzc)
Chinese: (unknowxzc)/50
Science: (unknownxzc)/50 .
The rest of the marks will update soon :) .
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Well i dun understand why friendship will be so jialat anyway ,and nowadays he so busy with his basketball :/ , and i think hor .. i kana replace by basketball lehs ): . sigh . nvm la . :D , at least i think i still in his heart marhs. lols , then today adeline cried because of mdm hia & wacharat , adeline sun nuer , is ok de ! one day will patch de k , and the $50 thingy will help u de :) , then li mei nuer keep calling me . LOL , a few days ago they came my house and laughed until like szb and because of adeline i got flu :/ , at maths ca hor , i use the tissue until going to fill the table :X , ok not so jialat ;o but i guess mr yap know how serious is my flu LOL , then fucking relieve teacher dun let me drink water (mr Goh) and i was coughing non stop . wth . k nvm , sua. i cant remember anything but yeaa , i guess tmr going Westmall with my bytch . :O . anyone following ? going pierce my 3rd hole . ;D , 2nd hole pierce aldy but pain leh . zz . :/

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To W ,
You should know who are you alright , let me tell you this .
you are the one who dun want to hear my explaination ,
and please hor , you dun wan listen your taiji la ,
now u come and blame me and expect me to say sorry ?
i pui la hor , i want to help u and scold those people who say bad things about you ,
but instead of knowing the truth , u come and say me . nbcb ,
call this wad , hao xin mei hao bao is it .
and , u dunwan listen marhs , so now u call me explain ? u wait long la.
u dunwan listen then why should i explain and waste my energy leh?
now then i know in your eyes ,
im such a bitch and un-trustworthy .
and semo mai call me kpkb , u then mai kpkb la hor .
own taiji settle ur own , actually want help u de now u come and scold me ,
nbcb , limbu treat u like sister now u come and say me .
u ownself think la , just because of one guy then fall out this friendship . zai la hor.
and smlj wei u talking ah ? what i cause u into trouble ?
u dunwan listen my explaination , and u dunno what's happening then u dunno anyhow talk cock leh , ur words kana like twisted like that.
cb , now i know help people will get scolded one leh.
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/pcb , fuck off la , !! taiji one by one come , ownself settle luh . -'-
SUA . ZZ . WONT TALK ABOUT THIS. BECAUSE OF U , ALOT OF PPL THOUGHT WHOLE THING MY FAULT , THEN U LEH? BO FAULT IS IT . KNNBCCB LA DEY.